Reiki Teacher Prasad Karmarkar role in USHA's Life Part - 3
The week bygone has been a week full of apprehension and
tension, as days are passing I am getting so very impatient and intolerant of
my physical status, I am waiting for the surgery to take place and be done with
it once and for all.
Post-December the surgery was supposed to be done 6 months
later, I was eagerly waiting in June, these six months have been very tough and
difficult not only physically but challenging mentally and psychologically too.
When I met Dr. Chandan in June he discussed with me many issues that could go
wrong and right for this surgery. He suggested I take a precautionary dose of
pride which would shrink the size of the uterus thereby making it easy for them
to remove it and reverse the colostomy. I was so disappointed but certainly, I
have to cooperate with the doctors to make it easy for them and reduce the
chances of things going wrong. On June 15 I was administered a strong dose of
pride, which also has some side effects as per info on the net, I had to go
through this, and I knew I would.
So, the wait continues……………..two more months to go,
hopefully, the pride would do its job inside and the uterus size would be
reducing, the adhesions would also be shrinking, I continued going to the
office.
Work suddenly became exciting and lots of it happened, I
started working on a very cute brand Kinder Joy a kids chocolate brand, tic-tac
a youth brand, Peroni an Italian beer brand…………wow all international brands I
loved it.
It’s the end of July, I am counting days it's over a month
and a half, august 15 it will be exactly two months, My doctor had asked me to
meet at his end of July. I called Dr. Chandan and reminded him, he asked me if
I was counting each day I told him I am counting every hour and minute too. I
met him on June 30 we had a long discussion, two and a half months he said, I
told him my patience was hitting rock bottom. Let’s meet in the first week of
August and we will decide what to do.
No, not what to do, we will decide the date I pleaded. Let’s
see. Doc is so firm always. Nevertheless, I asked RK for good days
astrologically to suit my horoscope or star, etc. Rk was leaving for the US of
A for a month to conduct some fantastic haven’s for Sringeri Matt. just before
he left he said 25/26 Aug. are good days. there it goes, my mind was all set, I
knew it must happen on those days.
On the 4th of Aug. Monday morning, I SMS doctor Chandan, u
said the first week of Aug. when are we meeting? He laughed, may be Friday he
replied. Ok so I connect on Thursday, I sent him an SMS.
On Thursday 7th Aug, I SMS him – can I come at 10.30 am tom?
a very terse reply came back – YES, ok it's going good Usha.
On Thursday evening when I came home from office, I was so
restless, tense it did not know what I should do, I was going around the house
and kitchen pottering around, I could not even watch tv, I kept telling myself
all will be fine, don't get tense, common Usha just chill, finally I took my
meal in hand and with Akshay and his khatron_ke_khiladi girls I settled to
watch some tv. the program is so exciting I go engrossed in the stunts and time
passed. I send reiki requests to all my family in mum and Reiki Teacher Prasad Karmarkar, given the
strength to hold myself.
Finally, the morn came, I got ready and headed to the
hospital, I reached so early, half an hour to go I took Eckhart Tolle's the new
earth and read some wonderful Zen stories and the pages I read gave me the
power to stay calm.
The doctor arrived, I went into the consulting room, how
have u been? fine but very tense doctor…………… fine so u get admitted on the 22
and we do the surgery on 25 or 26th, since u have done all the test recently u
just do some routine blood tests, we will need 4 pints of blood, so get yourr
friends or some donors in place, we will have to prepare u for the surgery, do
some steam inhalations, blow a balloon say 100 times a day or breathing
exercise to keep ur lungs in action…………………………….
Was I dreaming? No, it's real, it's on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I
was so happy, that I felt I was flying.
all instructions done, the downsides things that can go
wrong 5% chances all heard, so we meet again next week either 12 or 13 for more
he said and stood up to leave.
Tears rolling down my cheek, but a smile broke on my
quivering lips………………
Dear God,
Give me strength to hold on, sustain the onslaught of
allopathy, heal the slicing of the knife, shower flowers and sparks of healing
on me and my heart and soul…………..send the angels to guard me, mother me, hold
my hand through this experience, and see me shining healthy and back to normal.
Request to all my friends to be with me and hold my hand support me and send me
lots of love.
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